I may not have won 'Student of The Year' at St. Teresa High School 10 years ago; but I sure won the 'Wife of The Year' title for my super-successful businessman-cum-husband, Abhimanyu.

No, it's not an achievement. Except for the fact that I do get to flaunt the latest designers when I'm acting 'Trophy wife'.

I sometimes wonder what would have happened if I had just stuck with Rohan...

If only he hadn't flirted so much with Tanya... I never really understood what her problem was... considering she couldn't be me, she tried to steal my boyfriend. Glad they didn't end up together!

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I went to Rohan's gig last week; Abhi doesn't know.

Rohan is still single, by the way. Strange, isn't it?

I mean I've seen the kind of attention he gets from the women. They're crazy about him.

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Maybe he still has feelings for me. I wouldn't fault him if he did. At least someone is feeling something for me; even if it's not my husband... who knows if he even feels anything anymore?

I mean, sure, I love Abhi. Even though we haven't had sex in a long time...

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Like, a REALLY long time! He gets more turned on by the increased price of his company's shares than me!

And I get touched more by my parlour lady and my fitness trainer than my husband and that says a LOT!

I wish I hadn't been so blind in love and turned down the applications for further studies!

I could have been so much more - a fashion buyer, designer, entrepreneur... a.k.a the OG Shanaya Singhania!

I could have been in Paris right now!

Maybe I still can... for a short trip... Rohan did mention he has a concert tour in Paris next month.

Abhi won't even notice my absence; yes, that's how preoccupied he is!

For now, I'll just make do with Rohan's gig later tonight. Yes, I'm seeing him tonight.

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So what? I mean we are still friends, right? Abhi doesn't need to know, obviously... I'm sure he wouldn't mind, anyway.